I think it's possible that I'm the world's worst blogger. I have a head absolutely swimming with entries, but I'm seriously lacking in the free time department. Honestly, I should be writing a 20 page paper right now, but I'm having one of THOSE days. You know, those days when your head is swimming and your stomach is constantly queasy and work just feels like a lost cause. Of course, I'm convinced that the queasiness is a pregnancy symptom when it is most likely due to too much green tea and Coke. My temperature did drop today, though it's not below the cover line yet. Anyway, long story short, I just wanted to take a moment to try to empty my mind. I need a blank slate.
It's funny that I suck at blogging, because I am really addicted to other people's blogs. I find them absolutely fascinating. Many of them are very intimate and I think it's touching that we put ourselves out there into cyberspace with our observations, our jokes, our hurts, our fears, our joys...and we find some sort of acceptance.
Anyway, I'm making a commitment to get up earlier and try to blog regularly. Maybe writing it down will make it more likely to happen. One can dream! This isn't something I want to be stern with myself about, but it is a commitment I'd like to make to my future self. I think I'll appreciate looking back at this time period and having some record of my feelings. I hope so, anyway.
July 2026
1 week ago